I'm out here in the middle of 18 acres of pure beauty and I am a lot of things but joyful and at peace are not some of them.
My attitude sucks.
I am feeling sad and lonely and disconnected with my norm. I find that I'm frustrated that someone constantly needs something from me and I can't settle down and enjoy being here.
I am over thinking and trying too hard to get everything done perfectly probably... I just can't seem to stop feeling a little depressed.
I don't like myself grumpy and agitated I hate that I'm feeling sorry for myself instead of serving those I love with a happy heart... I will crash early tonight and pray hard for those new mercies.
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